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xindigosaberxI am really struggling to find a foster placement for the cat. I am distraught. Trying to stay positive but knowing I may never see him again is breaking my heart. My daughter is hiding how its making her feel but I assume she feels worse than I do since he's hers.
I don't want to take anymore losses but it feels like they just don't stop. My daughter's started saying unkind things about me to everyone at the house just like she always does when she feels the slightest bit insecure and I'm not sure I'm willing to do this even one more time.
I am tired of people who throw me under the bus to make themselves look or feel better. I'm in a bridge burning mood as it is. She should know this is the last place to act this way but I'm no longer sure she cares. I'm making friends and the one person I connect with most...my daughter cornered me yesterday to demand if I was replacing her with my new friend. She's been speaking for me to all the women in the house, trying to control my socializations, knocks on the bathroom door when I'm showering, and I know it's all for the purpose of trying to get me to snap at her. I AM losing my patience. But she doesn't understand how much. She's hoping for a reaction, what she's actually achieving is a permanent solution.
I don't want to take anymore losses but it feels like they just don't stop. My daughter's started saying unkind things about me to everyone at the house just like she always does when she feels the slightest bit insecure and I'm not sure I'm willing to do this even one more time.
I am tired of people who throw me under the bus to make themselves look or feel better. I'm in a bridge burning mood as it is. She should know this is the last place to act this way but I'm no longer sure she cares. I'm making friends and the one person I connect with most...my daughter cornered me yesterday to demand if I was replacing her with my new friend. She's been speaking for me to all the women in the house, trying to control my socializations, knocks on the bathroom door when I'm showering, and I know it's all for the purpose of trying to get me to snap at her. I AM losing my patience. But she doesn't understand how much. She's hoping for a reaction, what she's actually achieving is a permanent solution.
