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Mar. 14th, 2026 06:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xindigosaberx Got access to my first course yesterday, started today. Did my first quiz and it was pretty much just a 'familiarize yourself with this method of learning' kind of quiz so not really possible to do anything but pass. With as much customer service experience as I have under my belt at this point in life this first course will go by pretty quickly. I'm looking forward to the second half of this program because it focuses on anatomy and billing/coding. The first half is almost entirely HR related, which is pretty standard for any corporate/office environment. Good to have under my belt though, so I can say I've been educated in it moving forward.
Made dinner for the house tonight. My daughter attempted to do the 'you're gross' thing again. I think she's actually starting to realize how rude it is. I'm starting to wonder if she has been told I have something and instead of asking me she just ran with it. Kinda tired of never knowing why people do these things but I'm also starting to suspect it's just a gigantic gaslighting tactic from my entire family. Trying to humble me for doing absolutely anything that doesn't look like me hating myself, isolating or behaving insecurely. Because how dare I contribute? How dare I cook or clean or do any acts of service? How dare I do anything for anyone or behave like I have anything to offer a community? No idea. I just know it's pretty cruel and false. I'm not diseased or gross. I have better hygiene than she does. I wash my hands more, I brush my teeth more, I bathe more thoroughly and I am trained in food handling. I know for a fact I have better cross contamination prevention than some of the people here. I know I handle meat more securely as well.
I am definitely not perfect, there is room for improvement but I am not useless. I am not a bad cook and I am not gross. I'm just fat. That's it.
Made dinner for the house tonight. My daughter attempted to do the 'you're gross' thing again. I think she's actually starting to realize how rude it is. I'm starting to wonder if she has been told I have something and instead of asking me she just ran with it. Kinda tired of never knowing why people do these things but I'm also starting to suspect it's just a gigantic gaslighting tactic from my entire family. Trying to humble me for doing absolutely anything that doesn't look like me hating myself, isolating or behaving insecurely. Because how dare I contribute? How dare I cook or clean or do any acts of service? How dare I do anything for anyone or behave like I have anything to offer a community? No idea. I just know it's pretty cruel and false. I'm not diseased or gross. I have better hygiene than she does. I wash my hands more, I brush my teeth more, I bathe more thoroughly and I am trained in food handling. I know for a fact I have better cross contamination prevention than some of the people here. I know I handle meat more securely as well.
I am definitely not perfect, there is room for improvement but I am not useless. I am not a bad cook and I am not gross. I'm just fat. That's it.
